I'm scared...
It's not easy to start a new life. It's hard to make the first step. And the problems keep coming. I hate this feeling.
Hang on there, Nana. It only takes a month. Don't lose your faith. Yes, I know your life is upside down rite now but you can make it. Let's settle this one by one. Let's end the year of 2009 by making first success by getting a new job! Peh!
Okey... First step, find a job.
2nd step, prepare for interview. (clothes, resumes, transportation, practise makes perfect)
3rd step, go for the interview.
4th step, leave it to Allah and wait for the result.
5th step, return to my nest and sleep... may this nitemare (or should i say day-mare) turn and ends well.
So, let's try these 5 steps first. You can do it!
Pathetic! Can you see how weak I am... Sigh! :(