Monday, August 30, 2010

Time to decide

Kadang-kadang kita tak tahu yang kita tersalah percaya pada orang sehinggalah bahana terkena batang hidung sendiri lalu menyusahkan hidup setiap hari.

Another sad story in my life. How come you easily break my trust??!!

Dear oh dear, this must come to an end.

I have an important meeting this week. Urgent decision to make. Put me in between. Why must it happen all at once?? Sigh! Sigh! Sigh!

Another job interview. To take or to declined.

Car issue. First-hand or second-hand.

Financial issue. To get advise or just remain silent.

Dear Allah, please help me. All I'm asking for is happiness for people around me. Please, please help me.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

crazy but lovely friend sent by Allah

I get along very well with her. Such a crazy woman but lively and fun! Every time I'm with her, I'll thanking God again and again. Thank you Allah for continuously sending me such a lovely friend. Hopefully, our friendship will last forever even though we're really different - age, race, belief and character.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Not a bad day after all!

I thought yesterday would be my bad day. Little did I know I’ve been treated well and to the max! Little help from my new friend such a blessing to me. I know Allah will always be there when I have nobody.

So after I cried for quite some time yesterday, this new friend has agreed to drop me at the nearest public transportation from her house. But she just missed the place so she took me to dinner. We had great conversation almost about everything from work to personal life.

As time passed 8 that night, she took me to the nearest LRT as promised. I'm so relieved as I saw the railway station in next 1km. But she turns right. Uh-oh! "Rest assured, Nadia. We nearly there." she said.

She got out from the car and talked to the taxi driver and gave him 2 red currency notes.

"Come, Nadia. Get into the taxi. It's too late now. See you tomorrow. Bye."

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She paid for my dinner and cab. And she followed the cab and trying to capture the driver's picture just to make sure that I'm home safely.

Later that night, flashed back on our dinner talk, I know that I already leave all behind. Thanks to her, sent by Allah, to change me slowly, bit by bit.

P/S: Dear Yasmin, I'm writing a post dedicated specially for you. 

Monday, August 23, 2010

I will... leave you behind

Apa nak buat kalau tiada siapa yang bantu bila kita memerlukan? This is what I feel today.

Thank God because a-not-so-familiar friend would lend a hand to help me. Alhamdulillah.

When I feel down and upset, tempat pertama yang akan Na pergi adalah bilik air. I would cry and cry and cry. Wash my face and put on facade and ready to face the world again. That's what I did just now.

Now I am very sure of what kind of person I want to be.

I will just... leave you all behind.

Friday, August 20, 2010

Taqwa

Orang bertaqwa itu hidupnya bersendikan agama, asasnya Tauhid, tiangnya solat, payungnya ihsan dan aksesorinya akhlak mulia.

Such a good quote. Extracted from Solusi magazine August edition.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

i'm wondering...

...what does she has and I don't??

I am a woman too. Young woman. She's not. She's late 30's.

I assist my boss too. He's expats. She's not. Her boss is a local. 

But she's so...organised in sense of work management, ethical, and professionalism.

I can't deny that I...

...adore you, woman!

Wednesday, August 11, 2010

Ramadhan: 1

Hari nie hari pertama Ramadhan. Permulaan hari untuk menjalani Rukun Islam ke-3. So, malam tadi dah bermula sembahyang Tarawih. Mula-mula macam tak berniat nak pergi tapi mungkin Allah dah pilih Na untuk menjadi antara jemaah Tarawih yang petama. Disebabkan pergi dengan ayah je and takde teman perempuan, banyaklah kerisauan yang diluahkan pada si Ayah.

"Kalau surau dah penuh, takde tempat sembahyang macam mana?"

"Mana jalan nak ke tempat perempuan...?"

"Macam mana kalau selipar kena curi?"

"Balik nanti ayah tunggu tau."

Jawapan ayah; sangat mengecewakan. Terpaksa berdikari sendiri nampaknya.

Tapi alhamdulillah sebab dapat tempat dalam surau. Rasa bersyukur dan syahdu sangat sebab dipermudahkan jalan ke rumah Allah. Ada la sekali dua ter'selesema' masa solat. Sangat sensitif!

Outfit: Ambil wuduk di rumah, siap-siap pakai telekung, jalan dengan selipar lip lap lip lap.

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Kalau seperti tahun-tahun yang lepas, bila diumumkan puasa pada esok hari banyak la sms ucapan yang diterima. Tapi, untuk tahun nie, lain sikit kalau nak wish dengan associates.

"Ramadhan Kareem." :)

Sebagai duta kecil Malaysia di pejabat nie, beberapa persoalan dijangka akan diutarakan sepanjang bulan puasa dan raya nanti. So, dilema Na sekarang adalah:

Macam mana nak translate perkataan ketupat, rendang, lemang dan dodol?

Macam mana cara masak.

Tue belum tanya ingredient, berapa jumlah fat, kalsium, kalori dan lain-lain. +_+!

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Dan masuk Ramadhan kali nie kira dah setahun Na pakai tudung. Weehoo~ Satu pencapaian yang begitu bermakna. Syabas, Nadia. Kena reward myself dengan cheese cake niyh.

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Well, that's my story on the first of Ramadhan. (Haha! Terpaksa dialih bahasa atas sebab-sebab tertentu. Nampaknya omputih macam dah tahu kewujudan blog nie. But who cares, i takde pun sebut nama diorang.)

But whatever it is, on this holy month, take grab this opportunity to seek forgiveness and devoted yourself to Allah. Amin.

Ramadhan Kareem semua! :)