Tuesday, July 20, 2010

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I've been busy with my boss after his return from business trip hometown. And we are yet to do my appraisal. And hotel inspection. And buying me lunch. Until this date I don't know where washrooms, prayer’s room, staff cafeteria and the garden are. My last trip to the hotel was few months back and from the car park walked pass over the Front Desk and straight to the office. I didn't look around. Pathetic huh? But but but couple of times I went to the restaurants. Had Chinese food for lunch and Nyonya dishes for dinner. Well, I’m INVITED. I can't just turn down the invitation without a good reason rite?

Last weekend, I went shopping to buy items for office pantry. So, I determined to use usable bag instead of using plastic. Oh yeah, trying to make huge changes. With my two bodyguards, I took coffee mates, tissues, biscuits and a lot more (I can't remember!). When at the payment counter, as I proudly took my usable bag I looked back in the trolley, wow! There’s a lot and one bag is not enuff. Sigh! Never give up so I intended to buy usable bag at the counter. But the bag was so SMALL. Not TINY. It was just small. Come on! How I'm gonna fit in all the things in those small bags. Do I have to buy 9 or 10 bags? These obviously will cost me more. So, I gave up using the recycle bag and let the cashier packing my things using plastics. So, my mission was FAILED.

I always failed in doing a good job. Maybe I wasn't efficient enuff. Maybe I was not trying harder and I easily gave up. Maybe maybe and maybe. The list can go on until I didn't realize I’m wasting my time and letting the negativity energy come into my mind. This is not good. This is totally not cool. So every time this happen, I always remembered my boss used to say, “Think positive and positive thing will happen." So, as a good assistant, your advice is my command. ^_~

I seriously need to charge up my energy. *Shopping* *Manicure* *Pedicure* *Facial* and indulge myself at the spa. Do they have a special service to polish my cerebrum and cerebellum as well? Because my brain urgently need one.