Tak sangka perjalanan kerjaya Na agak drastik. Walaupun belum jadi permanent staff tapi diberi kepercayaan yang melampau-lampau. I'm so scared... Sekarang, pilihan di tangan Na. Sama ada nak kekal dengan jawatan sekarang atau naik 1 lagi level. I know i should just grab the opportunity to shine and step up the ladder but i didn't make full preparation for it. Easy to say, I'm not confident at all. My English is terrible, my personality still messy so how could i deliver the new responsibility...? How to work smart? How to avoid time procrastination? Sigh!
I have to double serious about my job. I have to double focus on the task. I should be able to do multi tasking. I have to work harder to fit in the position. It seems like i'm going to be a slave or hamba kerja. Na kena mula ambil serius tentang pengurusan masa. Waktu kerja 8 jam perlu digunakan sebaik mungkin untuk mengelakkan daripada dikejar oleh bos, stress mental dan fizikal serta pertambahan beban kerja. Adoi! Bunyi macam susah, tapi lagi susah nak melaksanakannya.
I have to give deep thought about this...
Meanwhile... cerita tentang jejaka idaman muncul kembali. Tak tahulah kenapa my auntie nak bagi tahu everything about him to me. The guy came yesterday to see my auntie. That's it. That's the story. Cerita yang pendek macam nie pun nak bagi tahu.
Mungkin dia akan datang lagi bulan depan. Mungkin dapat tengok dia lagi. Tapi, curi-curi pandang je. Kalau nak cakap pun, mungkin over the phone je. Terlalu banyak kemungkinan tapi tiada kepastian. Jadi, mungkin Na patut berangan je. Jangan berharap. Haha!
