Sekarang nie Na tengah sibuk menyiapkan kerja-kerja terakhir sebelum menyaksikan pembukaan semula sebuah tempat bersejarah. My boss suruh ajak boyfriend pergi makan sana once in a while, because according to him, the place seems nice and quiet place walaupun terletak di tengah-tengah kesibukan kota. So, i checked out the website and the photos. Suddenly, terdetik dalam hati bahawa tempat nie la paling sesuai untuk my (read: future) wedding nanti. Tak tau la bila masanya tapi it's good to finally have a venue for my big day. I'd love to have garden wedding. With this private and quiet area, the surrounding filled with green plants, i imagine my guests are comes from different places around the world. How i wish to meet long lost friends, entertain them with delicious foods and good musics. I wish that not even a single person feel isolated during the function. Yeah, well that's my wish.
Na rasa teruk sangat bila break-up few months ago. Terdetik dalam hati that says, "I shouldn't let this happened." When I was with him, I always remind myself not to dream a beautiful wedding. Because he's not rich and he just a typical Malay. But sad thing is he acted like he comes from a well-known family. Bila fikirkan balik, Na tak nak hidup susah dan serba kekurangan macam dulu lagi. Pengorbanan langsung tak dihargai. Akhirnya dapat penat dan sakit je.
Sebab tue, Na putuskan hubungan dengan kawan-kawan lama. Bukan nak putus terus, cuma Na nak kaji balik kawan mana yang patut Na rapat dan yang mana yang patut Na kurangkan bergaul. Memang Na akui, kawan-kawan la yang banyak mempengaruhi sekeliling Na. Na pernah tersasar tapi Na tak nak tersasar lagi. Oh! Enuff of my sad story.
