Monday, February 01, 2010

Bad Weekend That Swing My Mood

I've already planned my weekend but it didn't work accordingly.

Late afternoon on last Friday, I sent a message to my boss to know how he's doing. He's not feeling well and I as an unofficial assistant concerned about his health. Few minutes later, he replied and said he will get back to work later. An hour later, he called and he gave me a lot of works. So, I have to stay till late at night and come back on Saturday, working day and night and continue at home on Sunday. I'm tired and sleepless and distracted by stranger's sms as well. I don't mind working because I can claim OT... hahaha!

But but but... what makes me distracted until now is.... (Like I mention before - sms from stranger!). Here goes the story. He's browsing mudah.my website to look for a car. He interested with the car and emailing the person but didn't receive any response. Then, he called the advertiser's number. Incidentally, it is my number. Well, that his side of story. But I’m totally curious. I told him I don't know anything about the car and he might call the wrong number. Then, he just went on and introduces himself, bla bla bla (which I’m not interested to know).

What makes my day moody is because he wants to know how I'm doing right now. He wants to know whether I have a boyfriend or not, wants to know why we broke up; he wants to be a good listener if I don't mind tell him the whole story... bla bla... Sigh! Then, he went on and shares his opinion about girls nowadays. Materialistic, think about money, wants to married rich guy, da da da... (Pada Na, padan la muka. Kenapa tak nak belajar betul2 and kerja keras untuk baiki taraf hidup sendiri). And then he keeps pujuk me to be his friends...whatever la.

And today, I came to work with half-hearted. He sms me this morning and this went on until lunch time. I already mentioned to him that I'm not interested in making new friends or having an 'unauthorized' psychiatry. So, I hope he didn't bother me anymore. I think for this few nights, I might have to off my hand phone or put it in silent mode. I really need a good rest and recharge my energy.

Oh today, I dapat gaji. Finally! Sampai termimpi-mimpi dapat salary lambat. I really need the money to pay my debts. Oh my... I can't died now as I'm sure not rest in peace down there. So, as today is 1st of February... it's time to focus on my goals for this month. Aim high shoot low, bebeh...

What else good news to cover my bad weekend...hmm... well, my boss complimented me for working so hard. I don't mind, honestly. Oh, I’ve been checking Kenny Roger's website just now. I think I should 'belanja' my auntie because she has been support me from the beginning of my new life. As for my family, they are going to get high allowance for being patience with me. Haha... At least this is what I can do for people who help, care and love me so much.

So Nadia,
Focus on your goals and get rid the stupid2 things in your mind.

Oh yeah, about jejaka itu... tiba-tiba muncul kembali di kotak ingatan. My colleague prayed for me that we both can try to get along, get close and maybe tie the knot one day. Me, no comment.